WHy?

Why?
Why?
Give me a reason,
Why I lose...
I always lose because of her and her family...
WHY?
But she is my best friend..

I can't tell her,
I just pretend I don't know anything.
But it was very hard to do.
I lose in my heart,
I can feel I lose in every time.
She and her family are very strong...
I can't do anything,
I just give up and give up...

Or it just an understanding...
I wish too..
If it really just an understanding,
Mean I didn't lose before...
I still have my friendship and *^&*(....

I know this is a bad luck year,
But I don't wish...
It's too early,
I have to relax and calm down,
Focus one's mind on my homework.